#I just want to turn my brain off
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one of those days when shit just happens to you and you realize you probably will never get closure and will have to learn how to cope with it on your own. good god. where is the fucking rewind button!!
#toasty talks#rant incoming#I just want to turn my brain off#god.#I often forget how much people can suck when you exit your bubble#this morning has been awful. shoutout to church groups. I hope everyone there explodes#I don’t think I’ll be going again. we tried folks we tried but I am so emotionally drained and unwell after that.#sue me for assuming as a trans Christian my pov would be helpful in a class LITERALLY talking about gender identity#but instead the moment my experience challenges or doesn’t apply to them they get teary because oh WE’VE felt hurt in our lives too!!#how dare you assume we don’t understand!! (<- still cisgender!! so no!!! you don’t understand!!!!)#fuck them honestly they can figure it out by themselves#I am so tired of this#I would take a staunch conservative any day over these 30 something liberal terfdipshits who can’t stand a conversation not being about them#when the class is. again. LITERALLY about gender identity. christ.#my brother will be home next week and will probably go to the class so MAYBE. MAYBE I will go to that meeting but I really don’t know.#if it’s too much then I am not going back. fuck them fuck them fuck them
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Cant go out or do anything without money, cant enjoy anything because anhedonia. Can I please just black out until my job starts.
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Who's gonna tie me to the bed and stroke me until I go completely numb?
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I’m legitimately so restless. I wanna peel my flesh off 😩😩😩 I tried to do some painting but that didn’t help and I can’t focus on anything 😩😩 I know it’s the ADHD but DAMN bitch got hands
#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#actually bpd#actually adhd#adhd#adhd problems#adhd brain#adhd things#ugggggggggggh#I just want to turn my brain off#why won’t it shut up
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something unattainable
#fanart#genshin impact#dainsleif#lumine#kinda rough... I just wanted to turn my brain off and paint for this one ;w;#if we can't have dain in 4.5 at least let us cross the gate of everlasting mourning next ver i am on my knees-#cqtlatte (illust)
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Ticklish
#My art#jizzie#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#lizzie ldshadowlady fanart#Joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans fanart#smallishbeans fanart#fun fact when I started this sketch it wasn’t intended to be Jizzie. Then it turned into them as I drew. They infest my brain#Anyways. Love them#I’ve got a couple alt versions of this if anyone wants to see them. They’re just a couple different backgrounds and some little hearts but-#-they’re cute. Maybe I’ll attach them in a rb#Anyways I’m SUUUUPER proud of their face shapes here- especially Joel’s- I feel like I got them to look really good and somewhat feel like-#-their real face shapes while still being simple. Which I feel is impressive for such a STUPID angle GODS t was a pain. Turned out great-#-but UGH pissed me off once or twice there#Might also post some sketch layers too. Mainly because Joel’s happy trail was lost in the final version and I’m mourning it#Idk though. We’ll see how I feel in the morning 👍#Also happy new years I guess#I fucking HATED drawing Joel’s foot btw toes fucking SUCK TO DRAW they’re a fuckin pain. Stupid shaped appendage fr#I AM however very happy with their clothes. The skirt shape. The belt loops and seam on the pants. OUGH i like drawing clothes#Hermitcraft#hermitcraft art#hermitcraft fanart#life series#empires smp#uhhhh those last ones are just for reach I guess it’s not server specific#life series fanart#trafficblr
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More of them bc erm well (explodes) ((I can't think too hard about the first one or else I'll black out)) (((it appeals to my need for a man to be almost like a loyal rabid dog for another man)))
#my art#cyberpunk 2077#silverv#cyberpunk 2077 v#johnny silverhand#johnny silverhand x v#digital art#clip studio paint#fanart#also like V isnt like a yes man to johnny in any way but its nice to turn off your brain and listen to the guy in your head instead ❤️#the bottom one is just bc i wanted to drawa silly pose of johnny sitting on V JXNDN#male v
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tha funny siblings
if you ship scc and/or kr/alsei go Away from me
#deltarune#the art gallery#scc#a few of these are older doodles that a couple of them i just didn’t feel like doing anything with anymore !#the rest were cleaned up/colored doodles from My Mouth Hurts im gonna draw something to turn off my brain#i. havent done any drawing since the amoxicillin rash started. i think i wanted to do more but this is already 11 images so Whatever#the rash is On My Hands im allowed
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whenever a fanfic says that Mello is wearing a t-shirt I know they probably mean something like this:
but all I can imagine is this or this
Bonus Comic:
Bonus Bonus Shirtless Mello:
#my art#death note#mello#near#mello death note#near death note#death note brain rot#I can't imagine Mello wearing anything practical#Maybe it's just that I can't turn off my costume designer brain but it my mind he must always be doing the most#also yes the long sleeve shirt is the one he left Wammy's in that he diy-ed to be slutty#Also also Mello is offended by specifically by the implication that he's a virgin#I want to tag this meronia but idk if it counts??? I guess just assume that anytime I draw them together they were kissing moments before#i drew a Near to go with him that also has flat colors with fully rendered pants but this post was already getting too long
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Another Husk screenshot redraw to keep my blog from going into the light. Also! I may or may not be participating in ArtFight this year (under the same username).
(That's not entirely me playing coy -- I'm not sure how active I'll be this year. Mostly planning on drawing friends' characters, but if I see any cool Lackadaisy / mayyybe Hazbin OCs, I'd love to draw them too (motivation permitting)!)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin art#hazbin hotel husk#husker hazbin hotel#husk fanart#husk hazbin hotel#another 6 billion husk tags go here#jeri's art tag for convenience purposes#been struggling with art block recently so the proportions in this one are just a little wacko#i just wanted to turn my brain off any have some good old fashioned fun#maybe I'll miraculously become more active with summer approaching
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Two tweets which COULD MEAN NOTHING- THAT COULD HAVE NO CORRELATION… but I am still looking 👀
#the potential is there#ITS THERE#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#kevin day#the sunshine court#jean moreau#jerejean#service top Jeremy#bottom Kevin truther#pillow princess Kevin truther#SUBBY KEVIN TRUTHER#that boy just wants to give up control and let go#he craves it in his bones#craves something other than a bottle to force him to turn off his brain#kevjerejean#can I just say that the service top Jeremy tweet literally rewired my brain
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bayek, doing some exploring :)
#assassin's creed#assassin's creed origins#bayek of siwa#SHRHSERHGHGHHhhhGHHGHH#manifesting a 2025 where i can achieve some kind of financial stability that lets me periodically justify taking a weekend off#to just draw some stuff and not feel some kind of awful chest crushing anxiety doom spiral about time wasted#anyway ive been chipping away at this one bc it took a million years to figure out how to achieve the sense of scale#i was imagining. also i read a book about akhenaten and it made my brain feel like it was turned to mush BUT it was extremely#interesting and now im deeply invested in a handful of egyptian dynasties#and somewhere in all of that i outlined two ac origins fan comics. after Acquiring Information on things#@ 2025 please PLEASE. give me a weekend where i can spend it all doing bayek fan comics#also i wish to acquire a new spine. i think. i slept on a much softer pillow than im used to and my entire body has been fucked for a week#like. my neck feels like a jenga tower where everything is out of place. and somehow. my hip feels TERRIBLE#i want to give my body some kind of deus ex upgrade. ehghhh
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Alright here is the full sun ending finally for the mad scientist au
Was posted as the poll results on Twitter but I’ll finally share them here too
You can read the full saga here
Sorry you’ll have to scroll to the top of the tag
Maybe I’ll make a guide for it
#sundrop#fnaf daycare attendant#moondrop#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#my art#mad scientist au#don’t read tags they are venty today#wanted to get the map out before i posted this#unrelated but have been doing pretty awfully mentally#i think I just feel like people hate me for some reason#this is the problem with receiving compliments my brain takes them and turns them into hate#aaahg just gotta wait for it to wear off I suppose#I tried to take a short break and it only made it worse hmmm
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🎂 birthday time 🎂
#no relevant tags i just wanted to post something for my bday 😭🥰#i bought a lot of yummy snacks from walmart yesterday hehehe#garlic bread...#and coconut cake..#im turning 25!!!!!!! time for big brain#i drew this last night and then immedately had the 3rd worst night of my life#long story short i got a uti and zero sleep i had to wait for the health clinics to open at 7a#i got my antibiotics and shit but i took the day off school and now im gonna continue catching up kn sleep#🥲#2/10 birthday 🥲
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Nekro, Nekro! I come barrelling in with a something, with limited grammatical clarity because my brain is more fried than a Mars Bar in Glasgow.
I was just reading your and Gomz's Plant Dad Price AU and I saved this cat because I was like "hmmm, this animal is giving Nikprice" and I wasn't sure how. But!
Plant Dad Price adopting things that no one else wants. This fluffy Maine Coon has a serious attitude problem, but adopts Price as its person. It starts off as a scraggly, skinny, lanky thing, with patches missing. Noe, it's fucking HUGE. Can use Johnny as a scratching post. Seems to have a knack for sniffing out explosives.
Enter: Demolition Cat.
It tolerates Nik.
DEMOLITION CAT !!! The newest 141 member, probably the fiercest one at that (Definitely has something against Johnny, keeps biting his hands. Is okay with Simon, stray cats respecting each other. Keeps sleeping on Gaz's stuff and puts hair everywhere.)
Also, Price just gives "dad who didn't want a cat" vibe, doesn't he?
Well look at him now :3c
#cod#john price#captain price#captain john price#TEEHEE THANK YOU FOR THE ASK JACK <3 Always love seeing you in my inbox my friend#I had fun with it as you can see#I never draw cats but I think it turned out good ???#Just doodles obviously but still#war cat war cat#My first time drawing the hat can you believe it#Also I want to quote one of my best friends who - after I showed her this - said:#“i find it hilarious how you drew the hat in the one situation where he couldve taken it off”#and they're right#Don't question it#John Price stop adopting strays challenge: failed#They're all strays. The 141 - the plant - the cat . Just his own personal collection of strays#do NOT SEND THE CAT TO WAR JOHN#my art#ask#also “brain is more fried than a Mars Bar in Glasgow. ” I KEEP FORGETTING THAT THIS IS A THIIIING#I'd try it out sure but why. WHY.
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has this been done with them yet? lololol
#river fisher#bobby fulbright#simon blackquill#blackbright#<- if you want it to be#idk if its been done before i had fun with it!! kinda a turn my brain off type of thing#i also quite like the lines for blackquill. idk it just looks nice. added a screen-tone for funsies :3#ace attorney#aa5
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